Me and my feelings

It has been a while since I have written on my blog. And, it is not because I had nothing to say; but because I got caught up with life. Or it could be that life got caught up with me.

Recently, I have been very conflicted 😐 and feel very bewildered. I feel drained and often hopeless. Hopeless because I seem to have lost the ability to please. Usually my helpful self would be enough but even that…. I try, but the walls of life instead of protecting me; they are caving. And, so suddenly with so many people around me, I feel…lonely, helpless and defeated. The world has won.

The battered me can only hold on to the hope of Gods unconditional love ❤️ for me. God’s love is the only thing keeping this once so bright and energized light from going dark. I am drained from the erosion of life.

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